me. tired.
I am burned out.
If you saw our previous post, you would know of my much bragged about motivation in life to finish my assignments. Well third week of college happened
but
I GOT NEW KICKS!!
Buying those sneakers were the only good thing going on in my life
The only thing that happened to my otherwise monotonous day and kept me sane. I was so tired and out of it but then the pink sneakers got me going!!!
I had been so down and didn't have motivation to do anything. So of course I had to come and rant about it a little. My assignments went from two due to six due and WHAT!? Not my day today....
Therefore, its natural that while presenting my work in class I got stuck. My professor asked for my work and I was happy to show it to her . Except, I forgot why I made it in the first place. I had to pause and tell her "Sorry ma'am, I am a total mess today". And she being the total sweetheart she is, agreed and told me its fine.😭
Btw coming back to my baby pink shoes. Luna loved them. But when I told Bean about them, her first response was "Pink? AGAIN?" so yes, Pink. Again. On Wednesday's we wear pink!
On that note... I have an advanced minor class every Wednesday that is just scaring me. Because today is Wednesday. Days like these make me think of one of the three things:
Why did I ever think I could do this
Lets drop out of college
I am dumb
So if you ever ask "What makes hope tick?"
She doesn't. She just hides under her blanket and sleeps.
Well its time for me to go and face my nightmare!
Update:
Class is over and I am well and alive! Unfortunately.
That doesn't mean I am out of my misery. Although I did get a chapter update on a book I am reading which makes me 14% more happier.
But let me get back to my work and see you in our next update.
Hope-less mello signing off!
Hang in there kids!!
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